Thursday, October 9, 2008

Got Meditation?

Today I'm having a little quiet time. I'm having a hard time relaxing and a huge surge of anxiety has hit me like a Mac Truck. Without sounding like a crazy person, the little voices in my head everyday is giving me a check list of things to do. Like today: register at the hospital we're delivering, sign up for childbirth class,cpr class,breastfeeding class, look into adding an dependent on my health insurance, am I going back to the east coast for one last visit before I have to stop traveling?, did I just spend my life hustling and saving my life earnings to be lost by wallstreet, since I've been out of sight am I going to be out of mind to get work after the baby, I need to get the baby room together(get it painted,furniture,organize, etc).  Uggghh! So much to do, and everybody is tell me sit back and enjoy. How does that work? Somebody let me know the secret! 


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Unknown said...

I don't know the secret either, and I too feel like there is so much left to do and so little time - and right when ironically you are feeling tired - but trust that all will fall into place. Things will get done, they just will. And yes, you will get work after the baby arrives, you just will. Take it all one day at a time - make a check list so that you can visually see yourself accomplishing things as you cross things off the list. And rest when you are tired, knowing that the priority is making sure you and the baby are feeling good, and everything will get done.

October 13, 2008 at 11:22 PM

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